I am great at having dreams and plans and wishes. But my skill to get to those things, well, it is lacking. I believe that my life situation may need to change in the relatively near future. I am laying plans to be able to do whatever I need to do. I can see the possibility of how this path is leading. I do not really want to admit it, but I don't think there is much of an option anymore.
Sometimes we believe that our lives are going to follow a path, until there begins to be an tickle of something not going the way we thought. That is where I am. Some pieces of my life I have thought would follow a certain path. At this point, I think I was wrong in all of them, each aspect of my life. There is a part of me that can only hang on and ride it out. There is another part of me that wants to run away in a sense and ignore the divergence in the path I have been moving down.
Then there is the logical part of me that sees the divergence and is trying to look ahead down the new path and see what needs to happen to get me moving in a productive and some semblance of success. And that is what I am focusing on at the moment. Preparing for my shifts in my path. There are not many lights down that path, but I have faith it will be for the best.
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